Wednesday, December 22, 2010

My tears should have been "No" enough for you.

Sometimes I beat myself up for not saying "No" strong enough.
Other times I beat myself up for saying "No" at all (to Larry).

If someone is going to be that close to me, and NOT know that I don't want them there, then there's something seriously wrong with THEM.

My tears. My panic. My shaking. It should have been enough.
If they had wanted to know, they would have known.

They DID know? And they shouldn't have done it.

1 comment:

  1. It's hard for me to understand how he did those things to you. I think of Robyn and I. When she cries, I hurt. I could never intentionally do anything to her that would put her in that state.

    You're right. He should have known.