Today in session, Paul and I talked about the conversation with Katie, and then the extreme panic that followed. His suggestion was that the panic was a reaction to me telling her that she wasn't there... because I am not all here yet.
I had to agree that was definitely part of it.
I get glimpses every once in a while. I really like what I see. I think that woman is magnificent. She is confident, caring compassionate, very in tune with the spirit, fiery, assertive, strong, courageous, gutsy, funny, clever, etc. She knows things about life, other people, and she sees a bigger picture.
I would like her to be around more often. I would like to be her all of the time. I would like to be ME more often!