I don't feel like writing. I don't know what to write. It hurts like hell. Please don't touch me. I can't sleep... I'm trying. I feel sick. My whole body hurts. I don't want to be alone here. I want to be normal now, but I'm not.
Please don't make me go through this anymore. Forgive me, I will go through it, but please give me strength. Guide me - I can't take it much longer. Forgive me for being so weak. I want to be strong. I want to show my faith. It just hurts. I don't know what else I can do for myself.
I feel discouraged. I want to give up. I don't want to care anymore